im in the verge of killing myself .
why must he do all this ?
why ? why ? why ?
he once told me he`ll change , but , whre is all his words ?
gone ? thrown in the dustbin ?
am i like a tissues to him ?
why must he do all this ?
ya allah , tolonglah aku .
i shall not wait for him to appear in my life again .
cors , god is giving me a chance.
all the things i did with him .
that ugly things , god once made him angry at me .
abg fadli called him & scolded him .
so , i still didn`t learnt my lessons .
god still gave me a chance , made him had a gf which made me real jealous .
so , this time , today , god is trying to give me a chance .
god wants me to stop everything with him .
bariah , leave him .
ok bye .