Hey !
Start texting HIM already :)
Lol , he wished me belated 5th monthsarry !
If we were together , we could've gone this far , haish .
So , it was a war la , hmm , we fought .
He asked , why couldn't i leave him , so , i had to explain .
Than , i looked at all the long messages he used to send me , i cried .
Sweet , i say . :D
I should write it down okayokay ? (:

- If granted just one wish , i know what it would be , for the only thing i long for is to have us together , have a family together ,
And last forever baby :'(

I love this , idk why :P

- Bee love honey , Bear love honey too .
Bats love blood , bats love blood too .
If i love you , then you love me too ! (:

Cute kankan ? ;p

- The day would be nothing with you , you're a special person in my life b , i know you won't like a guy with sickness and a broken family like me . That's why i don't want you to get affected , i understand why , but i'll keep on trying to love you . :-(

Remember this , I'll stay with you even if we have to go through happiness and sorrows together , that's a promise . Even if we fight , i still love you :-( I understand you got other guys waiting , not only me . Even i know that i can't win , I'll still try , I'll give until there's nothing else to give .

B ,
Ku sayang pada mu .
Ku jatuh cinta pada mu .

Kay , yang ini , no comments , just a big " -______-"

-When I'm gone , just carry on , don't moarn rejoy everytime you hear the sound of my voie . Just know that I'm looking down , smiling . Don't feel the pain , just let me feel the pain . I can see you sad eventhough you laugh and smile , i can see deep in your eyes that you wanna cry . Don't waste your tears on me when I'm gone , have a good life with the person you love . (e'en) Because i can't live long . Throw all the fun times we had together . You won't be needing me . Last long with e'en .
Iloveyou.

Huahua , yang ini , time tu , aku msg2 e'en beh ni HIM salah anggap !
A big lol , eh ? LOL !

-I hope that you can hear me , I'm waiting to heat from you , until i do . You're gone away , I'm left alone , a part of me is gone and I'm not moving on , I know the day will come , I wish i could have told you the words i kept inside , but now I guess it's too late , so many things reminds me of you . I miss you , this is good bye , one last time .

My favourite of all , idk why . LOL !

-b , I know you're asleep , i ckap nie , takmo marah okay . you know i love you b , you know don't you ? haish , i wanna be with you , but , i still can't trust you yet b . Please understand me , i know you pon still can't trust me , it's hard kan b ? I know it is . Maybe we're not meant to be together , idk okay . Maybe we should go on seperated ways , we keep on fighting everyday . Not your fault , but , mine . I accuse you , i scold you . That's what i do . There's never a day that we never fight and never a day i make you happy .


LOL ! All his messages .
I'm bored , i slept in the evening .
Very long period , i swear !
Now , my eyes don't wanna close .
Haiyooo ,
kay laa
That's all ?
Byebye !

:D